Below the Surface

Last time, I presented my life as others see it. Today I'm going to go a little deeper. This blog is called "Up and Down" for a reason. Remember I told you that I never give up? I'm in a battle. I've been fighting for a long time, and the end is still far away. I have an eating disorder. I want to get well. I don't want to get well. And so I fight with myself every day. And until I find a solution, I will keep fighting.